1) DEAD

All I want in life is to be happy (happy)

It seems funny to me
How fucked things can be
Everytime I get head
I feel more dead

2) FALLING AWAY FROM ME

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it down

Refrain

Trusting me, they go away
So I pray, go away

Let's falling away from me

Fuck

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3) TRASH

How did it start ?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh
And it's just there for the taking
These little girls,
They make me feel so goddam exhilerated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
The pain, I'm just erasing

I tell my lies, and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away
And you still stay
So what the fuck is with you ?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why its hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you
And make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience ?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment ?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

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I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you ?

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4) 4 U (FOR YOU)

This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think it's up, not me
I'm about to break, this is my fate
Am I still damned to a life,
of misery and hate ?
You will never know
What it did for you
What you are
Got me through
I've done for you
I could have, never lived
If it wasn't, for you

5) BEG FOR ME

Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed
There is evil in my head
Everyone just let me be
Because when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am free

Goddam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Tell me, how could this fade ?
I am going in shame
And I could not have my pain
Everyone please let me be
'Cause we're on stage
And it's gone and I am free

Refrain

I feel the shame
I'm not insane
The things I feel now
Aren't the same
Who gives a fuck,
if my life sucks ?
I just know one day
I won't give up

Everyone just let me be

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Be there, for me

6) MAKE ME BAD

I am watching your eyes
And follow my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
(it would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same
(it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel nothingness
In you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh may be bad

All I do is look for you
And when I fix you
Needed to, just to get some sort of attention
Attention

What does it mean to you
For me, it's somtehing I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

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7) IT'S GONNA GO AWAY

Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold
And I got a life, I live it up
I live it up

(It's gonna go away)

I don't want this to go away
I'm so scared
(oh so cared)
I can't think of going on
We all crumble
We crumble under pressure
(pressure)
Pressure
(pressure)

(It's still gonna go away)

.... go live it up
We're livin it up

8) WAKE UP

Wake the fuck up !

Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try

Should I take all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it ?
Im not happy
I wish they just...

Wake the fuck up !

I can take no more
What are we fighting for ?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's just take the stage
And remember why we're playing for

No more fighting !
I swear I'm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish they just..

Wake the fuck up !

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9) AM I GOING CRAZY

Am I going crazy ?
Come on, and say in taste
Am I too lost, to face it ?
And what will it cost
To escape
Nothing is right
I'm so scared

10) HEY DADDY

Let me see (let me see)
All my life (taken) taken
This demon (haunts me) haunts me
They are hating me
Help me

You fuck me up
I get down, bow
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them

Hey daddy
They are taking me
Away
By ...
Facing me (what soul)
My soul
There ...
Please help me

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They say this thing inside me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
But I'm not gonna listen

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Hey daddy

11) SOMEBODY SOMEONE

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me ?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing

Refrain

I look, I sign
I need someone
Inside to help me out
With what
Im trying
I'm crying
I'm frightening
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying
I'm dying

I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone

12) NO WAY

Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way

So I'm angry for today
Anger's the only thing I've made
It feels like something
No it's nothing

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To live this way
Hating, feeling, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but give up
Falling to the place where people know me
I can't wait
To give them these feelings of hating
Keeping inside me
For all to take
Picking at me
They're ripping at me
Ripping at me

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To live this way

13) LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED

When it's crying
Takes me on a second place
Which you don't often find
I see a family walking
Always thinking of
Being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel inside
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel inside
I want to be the one
To make myself sane

Time is ticking
It makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia
Surrounds me
Everyone I see
Is out to get me

So I fall face down
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Refrain

You make me feel inside

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14) WISH YOU COULD BE ME

I am going insane
This shit is all mypain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe
Why should I complain?
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now
And its... about my vein
I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You fucking pussy

15) COUNTING

I came back
To face what's growing in my head
Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I feel
Yes you do
One day you'll beg for me

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my fate
You will be there counting

You just see me as something
As something you throw around
You were there for me
Beating down to the ground
Yes it always seems
You take more from me

Refrain

It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun and the games

It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun
That's my game

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16) DIRTY

Keep knocking
Noones there
Pouring down
Near People

My head
By myself
All alone
Ripping my head off
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see the world through my eyes
Each day it's the same
I just wanna laugh again

Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty

Refrain

I'll die again
I'll die again
I'll wilt again
Give it to me
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck

You dirty little fuck
I will take it

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